Sigh of Relief

[ancienteuphoria]

It's ovvveerrrrr. The holidays are finally over. I have been trying to convince myself that 2025 is a new start. I have been grieving since September. I can't keep going like this.

I'm terrified, but hopeful.

Today I'll stay in, because that's what I like to do. Cdrama, dishes, laundry, maybe even start up Diablo IV again? I heard it got updated since I last played. I still have AC Valhalla and Hogwart's Legacy to finish and a few other games I haven't even started. And a long ass list of dramas to watch.

Speaking of dramas.. if anyone ever finds this journal and watches Asian dramas too, follow my boring journey here: https://mydramalist.com/profile/ancienteuphoria or use it for recommendations even!

It's a nice, grey, overcast day today so I'm grateful for that. I feel so much more at peace when the sun isn't out. That sounds like something a depressed person would say, which I am currently; but even when I'm happy, I just feel at ease when it's 'gloomy' outside. It's like a soft, grey blanket.

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[ysabetwordsmith]

>> I have been trying to convince myself that 2025 is a new start. I have been grieving since September. I can't keep going like this.

I'm terrified, but hopeful.<<

You might take a look at goals_on_dw. It has ideas for New Year's resolutions and other goals, not just hard stuff but also self-care and fun ones. Keep It Simple has a few less-typical options for people who are not feeling like the usual high-energy resolutions this season. Look for something that feels inspiring or soothing without putting pressure on yourself.