Well there's that.

I stumbled across a recent photo of him while scrolling Facebook last night. I am writing about it now because of the feeling I got from it. I have been avoiding looking at photos completely and haven't been using Facebook for much other than running my job's page, but when that photo popped up last night, I felt absolutely nothing. I thought I'd feel sad, nostalgic, angry, or even depressed.. but nothing. He just looked like any other person. Honestly, the only thought I had was that his hairline looked like it was receding.

It just left me with this freeing, almost joyful feeling afterwards. I am truly moving forward with no desire for the past. If anything, I'm almost irritated that it took me so long to see that things could be like this. The only thing I feel sad about is how much time I have wasted. And yes, it does feel like time wasted. We didn't even like each other.

Life. -_-