Christmas Day

Today was hard. I knew it would be. It's my first Christmas alone. I cried a lot this morning. Watched a cdrama (Blossom) until I went to my sister's for Christmas dinner. It's the first time I've been there. Ever. I felt a little awkward, but I like everyone and they made me feel welcome. I'm just feeling empty. I'm on autopilot. I'm glad Christmas is over. I'm going to watch more cdrama until this day is behind me.