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Another day passes.
Jan. 5th, 2025 06:18 pmThere are times when I am so at peace. I don't have to answer to anyone but myself. There is comfort in that. But there are also times when I'm still in shock and am just on autopilot.
I've been playing Stardew Valley, I appreciate it for being a mind-numbing time vortex. I'm not very good at it, but it's passing the time. I have a fuck ton of dramas saved on MDL that I need to watch.
I don't want to do anything to the house until I'm sure that it is mine officially. I have a list ready, though.
I'm still too depressed to go out and do anything. I just want to be a hermit. At least I can separate this place and these things from the memories. They pop up occasionally, but I'm just so disgusted with him, I shrug them off. I will never forgive him. I will never see or speak to him again. October 2024 was the last time.
Bleh.
I've been playing Stardew Valley, I appreciate it for being a mind-numbing time vortex. I'm not very good at it, but it's passing the time. I have a fuck ton of dramas saved on MDL that I need to watch.
I don't want to do anything to the house until I'm sure that it is mine officially. I have a list ready, though.
I'm still too depressed to go out and do anything. I just want to be a hermit. At least I can separate this place and these things from the memories. They pop up occasionally, but I'm just so disgusted with him, I shrug them off. I will never forgive him. I will never see or speak to him again. October 2024 was the last time.
Bleh.
