Home.

I just got home from closing on the house. I can't stop crying. I'm not even entirely sure why.. I think it is a mix of relief and a sense of finality that I have been missing this entire time. It might be the drink I had at lunch, too (but mostly the former). I am so excited and elated to move forward with my life. I feel overwhelmingly free. I can't put it into words, but I feel strength, power, happiness, and anxious.

I'll post again when I can gather my thoughts. But for now, I'll just say that I am finally feeling like myself and I couldn't be happier.